cant find leo so i cant give him this damned cd .. dunno why it is a damned cd though .. the time at my house says its later than this clock says it is so i think i will go by what i find in the other building and i need more friends on here .. i was looking at this one girls lj .. i think she signed up for it a few days ago .. but she goes to rpi!!!!! i am so very very jelious .. very very jelious .. if i stay here another year i think i will try for rpi ... once i get my self up to a 3.4 or a 3.5 i will definatly try for rpi ... dargs ... i would love to go there .. and its in new york .. and not too far away from here ... dargs ... i wanna go ... i would love to go ... but i am having doubts bout going to stony brook .. well not doubts but like .. i am begining to think that it would be advantagious for me to stay here another year ... so yeah i dunno .. i kinda want to stony brook to not accept me .. at least right now .. the year after they had better accept me ... either that or some other neat prestidious college ... i kinda feel like scum now though .. like poor ghetto trash cause i`m not in some semi-ivy or ivy league school ... so yeah .. but my family on my fathers side is white trash so .. i dunno ... ::sighs::: why does life have to be so damned difficult ??
~Zehaeva