eh anyways i`m so very bored at college ... no one to talk to and those people i do know are hardly here, and i guess there are other people i can make the aquaintance of but they well dont know me and i dont know then either so that kinda puts a whole damper on the thing .. ya know .. but anyways i know why i dotn just start talking to people that are in my classes .. its cause i`m scared .. i`m afraid of people .. errr .. people i dont know ?? i dunno i`m afraid of making friends .. the pourcpine dilema played out in my life ya know ??? i cant believe how many vailed referances to other things that i make and no one gets them .. they all think thats these are my ideas but there not their someone else .. i`m just cutting and pasting them together to form a cohesive whole ... i`m not even given the orginal authors credit but still no one notices .. even barely vailed things to me are outright hiden to most other people .. i kinda find it funny .. even in my poetry i make referances to lots of things in pop culture and people still think its all my own .. i am a plagaurist .. mwahaha and whats worse is that no ones figures that out .. but i am stating it to the whole world .. but then again if you think about it since everything that can be writen about has been every one of us are plagaurists cause even though we dont know it we are copying someones elses idea .. nothing here is orginal .. even this thought that nothing is orginal anymore ... its a weird referance to the movie strange days ... but then again i doubt that most people have seen it anyways soo .... hrmm this sucks .. i`m getting kinda depressed .. i went out with res and another friend of mine last night to the dennys in rome .. it was sokies .. more fun than i`ve had in a long time too .. but alas i still am lonly in many many ways .. hrmm maybe the faster i get my ass the hell out of here the better chance i have at making friends again . who knows i dont and neither does he so why ?? dosta dosta ano watashi baka desu .. ::nods::: yeah thats gotta be it ..
~Zehaeva