so here i sit, kinda bored, with nothing interesting to do. i went for a nap around noon and didnt awake till 11 pm. i must have been extremely exhausted. more so than i thought i was. i had planned just to take a nap. maybe an hour or two. oh well. i`m sorries to everyone who im`ed me and i wasnt here. i was really tired. so yeah ... someone get on aim and entertain me ::nods:: hrmm so yeah. i have nothing going on. gaming tomorrow. that is prolly the most exciting thing that will happen tomorrow. that and i get to hang out with ken and john. they are fun, well ken more so than john. hehe got the 4th ep to that anime. it was really good. though predictable as to what happened. however there was a few twists that i didnt expect that really change the whole dynamic. what else? i dont know, neither does he. i have had lots of stories running through my head. i probably should just sit down and write them. but that is a time consuming process. one which i do get bored with easily. i have more fun thinking up the beginnings to a story rather than writing them and ending them. beginnings are easier to think of rather than endings. and even with more conventional story endings they never really end. you have the sense that these people live happily ever after or that they just go on with their lives but you never really know. though i do prefer endings that just kinda trail off or maybe ones that leave you guessing. having everything told to you gets boring. yes you should tell your readers what happens and most of the secrets and what not that happen in a story, however, you dont have to tell them everything. you can just leave a few things out to keep them guessing. sometimes it feels a bit silly telling everything to the audience. kind of like clue, at the end of the movie your given how the killer could have done it along with 3 different versions of how certain people could have done it ( just for your information i adore clue, its a great movie with a plot and really gets you thinking. its also funny sexy and utterly entertaining.). hrmm yeah. maybe i should just write 8 endings. but that would be too time consuming. no one should always decide what the ending to a story is. everything ends, the only difference in stories and real life is that i decide what the ending is in my stories. in real life i only get to walk the path, how it ends is only part of what i decide.
~Zehaeva