such is life

By zehaeva, 10 May, 2002

i have nothing to do for calc3 untill the final ... neat huh ?? i love getting done long before the semester ends .. that way i can concentrate on other endevors .. as for which i am still not sure what i want to do for the summer .. i do need a job someplace doing something cause i will want the extra spending money for something .. dargs ... yeah after this just one more day of class and then three days of finals and then ... well i go and find a job doing nothing .. ohhh gotta go to longisland .. well hope i can go ... i need money first ... dargs .. and i get to spend most of the summer alone cause certain people need to take many classes over ... dargs ... i need to call albany to find out whats up with them ... no replys from them yet ... probably doing the same thing that stony brook is ... waiting for my spring grades ... which if they are horrible enough they wont take me and i get to spend another delightful year here at this wonderous and prestidious college ... i this very shitty town while everyone leaves and goes someplace else ... atleast i get to have another lan party before everyone leaves .. yes a few days of fraging can take the edge off of everything .. utill you are driven away from the stench of sweating bodies and hot cpu`s and the everpresent opressive sound of whirling case fans ... DARGS ... thats sokies it worth it .. its always fun ... so long as we agree on a coordinate system so that when we need help we can get it .. unlike that one time where my north was in a different direction of straightrazors north .. dargs that sucked ... the comp always picks on me so i need help sometimes ... i think it would probably be just me and kreen though maybe i can get residual there too ... that would be neat ... sugoi ne ... dargs .. i have alot more free time however ... i have another hour and 10 minutes till my next class ... nothing due in them and nothing to do .. dargs .. my life can be so boring ... but thats sokies .. i`ll live ... unfortunatly or fortunatly remeains to be seen ... god i have an ego sometimes ... gomen nasai curio ... i didnt me to get really defensive bout all that ... i get strange when i take something as an afront to my manhood ... i am quite proud of it ... i`d show you all a picture but i dont think that some of my friends would apriciate that .. that and my sister reads this too so that would be very very weird ... dargs ... yeah i need to do something ... i would love to check my mail but hotmail does not like me checking it from here .. sokies i am going to surf the web for a little while ...

~Zehaeva