i got up this morning at 7 am thinking that i only had 30 minutes to get ready and go to school .. my first class is at 9 am however .. so i am all ready to go and .. i realize this ... so i sit down and do nothing for an hour .. ::sighs:: such is my life ... i have most of the stuff thats due tuesday done ... i just need to spend most of the time today finishing it all ... so i can hand it in tomarrow and then ace the class .. neat huh ?? a semesters worth of labs done in 5 hours ... yay me .. now i just need to finish my DB project and my comp graphics project and i am pretty much set for everything that is due .. i should have done all of these labs back when i was assigned them but thats sokies .. i can live with it ... i can finish all of this before its due .. the only thing that will be weird to do is the comp graphics project ... the math and everything is going to be easy ... oohhhh and i got a 4.75 out of 5 on one of my calc three assignments .. whoohoo .. i am so happy .. its the highest score i have recived on one of them ... neat huh ?? .. they are pretty tricky and i usually get only like a 3 or maybe a 3.5 on them .. but still i feel so good about it ... hrmm i have alot i need to study but i think that i will do well on all of it .. i just need to study a bit of clac three stuff and pray for the diff eq final .. i really dont plan on passing it ... i will try to do so but i dont think i will .. and i dont think stony brook will accept me either .. soo yeah i might have to stay here for another year ... but that will allow me to gain a higher gpa ... something like a 3.4 or a 3.5 so that when i send in my transcripts i get to be in the honors society and what not .. MWAHAHAH i want to be so much right now .. just to prove that i am doing well and that i can do so ... prove to everyone that i am not as stupid as i seem to be ... what i think is really kinda cracked out is how some of these people type using cracked out things like `stoopid` as a word .. what kind of crack is that ??? can you not type using normal english words ??? do you not know the english language and how to spell out those words ... this must be a symptom of hook on phonic with everyone exesively sounding out their words really i think it is true ... why cant these people go to ao school and learn how to spell .. i sat in school for days having the english language beaten into me standing infront of a class room of people having to spell words from memory and if i got it wrong i got 30 kids who laughed at me and a teacher who beerated me ... now that was a motivation .. embarasiment and ridcule is the quickest way to get a kid do to something ... i learned all those neat words and really big ones too ... it helps that i have read some 1,000 books for entertainment purposes and continue to educate myself in anything and everything that i show the slightest bit of interest in .. if i wonder about something i dont just sit there and wonder i fucking go and find out .. when someone exposes me to something new i like to try to fill my mind with that subject untill i have exhausted most of the avenues of learning that i have at my finger tips and people this is quite a bit here ... and anyone who says oh i dont have the time to do so is full of shit .. all those hours you sit there watching friends and masterbating online could be better spent in a library reading the encylopedia or siting there online looking up neat stuff about anything and everything there is in the universe and before anyone starts complaining about my spelling here i do not use a spell checker i abhorr them ... they make me shiver .. the only reason you see mistakes here is because i dont bother to go back over everything with a fine tooth comb and correct every little typing mistake i make ... i type fast but i have a high rate of error so what so sue me .. how many people do you know can spell encylopedia with out looking it up huh ???
~Zehaeva