she`s the star of your dreams
fantasies while you sleep
wish that never come to pass
play through the cold night
while she lays warm in bed
warm in her lovers arms
not your arms
you hope and you pray
you will never hold her again
neer dream with her in your arms
she`s the star of home made porno`s
watched a thousand times over
in heat and seat
played through the night
while she moans and sceams
her lover`s name again
not your name
again
you hope and pray
but you will never hold her again
never lover with her in your arms
she`s stealing your day dreams
with unrequited touches
and phantom stares
with days to be lived
and nights to be loved
but never to be
played through in life
while she lives her life
with her lovers
but not with you
you wish and you wait
you hope and you pray
you can not love her again
she wont love you again
she`s a star
the focus of your world
if you could reach the heavens
you could touch her
all through the night
while she touches her lover
while she touches
not you
no
never you
~Zehaeva
drained