so yeah i was driving thesillyfilly to a job interview and guess who i saw, my old aquantence takashii, we lost contact after vblp`s*local coffeeshop) closed down, and me and him were planing on doing some interesting art stuff .. anyways we exchanged emails and are going to hang out sometime .. whoot .. actually japanese people ... hehe i know it sounds weird but japanese are interesting people .... i adore talking with them ... anyways seeing him reminded me of poems .. so i wrote one while i was waiting for thesillyfilly to get out of her interview
do i have anything within?
anything worth saying
worth listening to
silliness and seriousness
anything ?
beautiful verse that
invokes long dead feelings and
brings tears to your eyes
maybe that is worth it
or
having that one person there
noding their head
in agreement
not beacuse they themselves
have gone through this
heart ache and pain but
are there with me willing
and able to hold
my hand as i walk
your mind through the
imagery and emotions
of that one moment
where i was suffering
with a sickness an illness
a terminal case of the
broken hearted
so maybe you dont need to
know me
know what i have been through
to understand my abstract verses
my stories with out
point or meaning
other than to get you to stand
with me
hold my hand
as i relive this torture
suffer once again
die
and i am reborn
for you
~Zehaeva
Cyborgasm - Succubus (Wet Nightmare)