i saw it in another journal .. a year in review .. so here goes ..
~January - i experianced a very great party at my sisters place
~Feburary - ... i felt the distinct need to take 21 credit hours for college
~March - hrmm now that i am doing this i find that i dont recall much of these months just school and seeing junko the last time for a long time
~April - close to the end f the semester, i realize what a lazy bastard i am ...
~May - end of semester, liisa poped into my life for a little bit and then disappeared just as quickly ... ::sighs::
~June - hunt for job began .. though half heartedly (and as we shall see unsuccessfully)
~July - spent a week and straight razors that turned into two weeks .. was supposed to get a job .. no such thing happened .. got addicted to morrowing
~August - i turned 21 and was taken out by straightrazor to a bar
~ Septemer - college strated again with lots of promise and hope - EVAL CRASH OF HARD DRIVES .. that sucked ..
~October - straightrazor celebrated ressies gryphs and mine 21st all at the same time .. and i acctualy danced at a club .. ignore that i was 15 drinks into the night ..
~November - i realize how badly i have been doing this pas semester and realize that i am severly depressed, i got better when i got a new hard drive though
~December - i see junko again for the first time in what seems to be forever, finally realize that i probably wont spend my life with her, more depression, i do worse in college than i ever though possible ...
sokies it seems that my year sucked .. exept for a few highlights ... i did so horribly .. maybe its just me .. there are so many little things that are floating up into my head thinking about the past year ... a few things i should have done differently .. a few things i wish i could have gone differently .. most of the .. no .. perhaps all of htem are my fault .. there is no one to blame but myself ... and i think thats the most depressing part ... life is easier when you can ignorantly blame the rest of the world ..
~Zehaeva
The Cure - Mixed Up - 01 - Lullaby (Extender Mix)