and the proper techniques used ... i find it frustrating that all the really good lays that i have had were years ago ... i mean damn really is having good sex just that hard ?? though i must say that the lack of sex has been affecting my technique but still ... i dont think i have ever left any woman unsated .. i am pretty sure that every woman i ahve been with has rated me one of, if not the, best they have been with .... so damn it why is it so hard to find someone who can satisfy my sexual needs ... they may be high and demanding but damn people its not that hard .. i need a regular casual sexual relationship .. no like dating realtionship just fuck buddies .. just good sex when ever it is needed ... and be available often too ... dargs .. this is getting rustrating .. and i think i am forgetting how to please a woman .. seriously .. i didnt think it possible but these doubts are running through my mind .. damn realtionships, damn long distances .. damn my stupidity as well ... i wouldnt have to think abou tall this if i were half way intelligent about college .. dargs ... or about women ... suck .. sokies .. end of rant
~Zehaeva
Beatles - Help! - 03 - You`ve Got To Hide Your Love Away