i`ve been wanitng to write for a long time, nothing comes to mind though, i should write of how my heart aches, how i long to be with someone , everyday i wish to awake next to someone who loves me, adores me, who i love and adore. why do i want people who dont want me ? ut here i am going on about myself with no thougt as to their feelings going woe is me wqhen i am not even considering their thoughts and feelings and dreams i should just stop ..
shaking
i try to woo and win
stare just a bit too long
as a lover would
as a lover should
memorizing the lines creases in your face
the lones of your lips
dreaming of wanted nights
spent in sweat and heat
snapping back to here
dispising the now
hating the distance
i can reach across touch your face
trace those lines with magelleon
and explore further
venture into those weltering nightst spent etween
silk sheets and exstacy
feel you push and shake
grip my flesh
as you grip my soul
pierce my heart
with your cires
delights and pleasures
and breathy whispers
shaking
together till a dawn
that creeps slow and red
across the floor
i dont want to be free i want to be kept ...
~Zehaeva
Abba - SOS